Midnight saviour

2007-07-17T21:13:00.000+08:00

having weird dreams again,especially about being late yesterdayy..argh...it was a funn y dream though coz at e end of e dream, i was wondering whetherin, i was taking mc for sch or for ns...kinda weird...anyways,todae quite a slacky n tired day for me...same old story, reporting to brani for orientation and then listeng to MALO tok, another officer tokk...informative at times but my mind was drifting off to somewhere i wanna b.haha.lunchtime came earlier than i expected and before i knew it, i had like 2 hrs lunchbrk outside brani.ate at seah im and went walkin around in vivo..window shopped wif my frens and found out that some items are sellin cheaper than before..of course for a limited time only...jus looked around, wanna buy bt no money sia...so in e end,went back brani empty handed...haha.n saw doreen halfway on e bridge...haha.workin sia...i also working wad...bt only 2dae orientation nia...sweet...tot we were goin 2 slack bt i was wrong....aft lunch was like goin 2 e boat to know more about the technology i will b touchin soon...cool hah?nahh...nt if u r gg do it for a month...haha.dunno wad more to sae coz i m realli v tired...gonna b online for a little while more before its knockoff for mi.cya

2007-07-15T17:50:00.001+08:00

hmm...todae is sunday..nth special happened though yesterday happened quite a no of things...well,yesterday's a day where i kinda had mixed feelings, a feeling of happiness and sadness and it all boils dwn to certain people...sometimes,little things that one has done for another always gone unnoticed and when the person actually questioned the startin, all u gt to say is i didnt even started...even if one feels that it is an reasonable answer,it seems the contrary...i was given the ans of i didnt know u started.......yea...nt gonna sae the rest.of course, inorder to avoid some idiotic embarrassment, i said sth which the particular person would hav tot i wasn't tryin and oh well, it wasn't necessary to waste time...i am basically one hu dunno hw 2 use words in affairs of e heart...lots of times,i said things i didnt mean to coz the meaning interpreted by others is always different....well, if i didnt try to *** u,i wouldn't have blasted my smses tryin to get u to go out, i wouldn't have tried going out wif u at e slightest opportunity and stayin up late until u sleep...it seems rather idiotic 4 mi...smsin u in camp, bein happy when u reply back and of course hoping that u actually come for my POP...idiotic of mi....askin u out is almost 100% failure coz of ur projects deadlines n u will be tired n all that.i still tried but guess it wasn't meant to be...i dun blame u bt i m starting to become a bit mentally tired...my training,my efforts when all added into one day, i feel lethargic,tired and dunno wad 2 do...i tried to drift bt cant find e reason y and in e end,it all ended in ur mouth, the words u said...well,after that i felt nothing coz it all ended.mayb i will be happier but the happiness i felt aft that was all short term...korean food wif my best fren,basketball till 12am were both the things that distracted mi from this *********. feeling tired, i slept and of course strange things do happen...i dreamt of you...why you??i dunno and maybe its time for me just to pen this dwn n forget that this yr, i tried bt ended up sayin i didnt n gettin a dead end

2006-10-07T10:56:00.000+08:00

hahaha.yesterdae was mid-attumn festival.was v sian, so went to countryside c the party there.hmm...it was crowded but not much fun there, so in e end, my fren n i just went back to bullion and walk 2 rounds aroud the whole estate, watching people play with candles and laterns before i went to play soccer coz i saw issac.haha.play soccer a while afterwhich, fin wei quan sitting at tower 6 with 3 gals. so fortunate rite:p.hahhaa.anyways, when i went back there, more people were there liao, joel,marcus n karen(i dunno hu's she but i gt a tinny clue coz marcus mentioned bt her b4),hahha then eva,fiona and her other sis(dunno name.oops) were playg candles with wei quan while wei quan ate his mooncake. then we found out people were watching us playing with candles and the person is an adult. we kinda joked that the adult saw us having fun with candles and wished she could be playing too:p.hhaa. we r kinda bored there.played until about 1040pm, after which only left,eva,fiona,their sis,marcus,wei quan,joel,desmond(self-proclaimed ah beng),his fren,marcus n i.haha.we just sat at the shop and chatted.the gals were quiet.n wei quan super quiet.hahhaa.coz he's enjoying his time.hahhaha.we still had 2 caandles burning on the can i drank from, the the guard came over and sae,'it's already 11pm,no more candles'.hahhaa.then marcus who was sitting at the opp side of the table tried to blow it out.haha.in e end,eva blew it out.we chatted till the gals went home and i ran home.super tired and unproductive.well.got to return to mugging.haha.still promised joey to play candles wif her.haha.u pay for the candles hor:p.just joking.hahahha

2006-08-31T22:46:00.000+08:00

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.

Guy: No, this is fun.

Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down

!Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.

Girl : *hugs him*

Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it onyourself? It's bugging me.

Girl: Alright, now slow down

Guy: I love you babe

Girl: I love you too, please just slow down now!Please...

(in the paper the next day):A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived.The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

2006-08-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

When you were 9 years old,
she paid forpiano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old
she drove you all day,
from soccer to football to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old,
she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13,
she suggested a haircut that was becoming.
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, she came home fromwork,looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having yourbedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on thephone all night.

When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus and carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm
so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding,
and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART..

This is actually to tell all of you out there to appreciate your mom.whatever she does, it's actually gd for you. however, it lso applies to other people, people whom you have hurt. You may have unspoken words you wanted to say.There's still time now. Unless you want to wait for the time he/she dies and regret the decision, start telling the person those unspoken words in your heart.

2006-08-27T12:10:00.000+08:00

7th grade
I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair,and wished she was mine. But she didnt notice me like that, I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Iwanna tell her, I want her to know that I don`t wanna Be just friends, I love her but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why...

11th Grade
The phone rang. on the other end it was her.She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a drew barrymore movie, & 3 bags of chips,she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me,said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Iwanna tell her, I want her to know that I don`t wanna be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and i don't know why.

Senior Year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "Mydate is sick" she said; he`s not gonna go. well I didnt have a date and in 7th qrade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would gotogether just as "best friends". So we did.

Prom night
After everything was over I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her, She smiled at me I want her to be mine, but she doesn`t think of me like that and I know it. Then she said "I Had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on thecheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don`t want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I dont know why

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body loated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didnt notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said,you`re my best friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the Cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that don`t wanna be just friends, I love her but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why

A Few Years Later
now I sit in the pews of the church. that girl is getting married now. I watched her say "i do" and drive off to her new I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me n said you came!" She said. "thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that i don't wanna be just friends, I love her but I`m just too shy, and i don`t know why

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". at the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years.This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn`t notice me like that, and I know it. i wanna tell him, i want him to know that I don`t wanna be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don`t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me...I wish I did too. I thought to myself, and I cried.

2006-08-27T11:49:00.000+08:00

for a moment,
i thought i forgotten
all about you
but within two nights of sleeping,
i dreamt of you twice
in the dream,
i never saw you clearly
my vision was a blur
i didnt know why
and couldn't figure out why
silently,
i accepted the fact
that one day
you may never see me again.
i hope
with my deepest heart
that as a friend
i wish you
gd luck
great day
for the many years to come

a year is onli 365.25 days
n a month is on average 30 days
a week of 7 days,
a day of 24 hours
an hour of 60 mins
a min of 60s.
when all these add up, its approx
31557600s
thats all i want to say to wish you
happy wandering.

memories are hard to let go,
fate is hard to accept.
but when it's gone,
only the truth will be left to stand

2006-08-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

argh...pain.pain. oh mine. i played soccer for 1 hr and i gt two injuries.oh man. totally off-form todae.cant even kick the ball at e post.onli manage two good shots and they r so terribly close.argh...e rest are totally wide. and what e hell m i playg at e left flank for.my left foot sucks.hahah.in e end both shots i used wif my left foot just went wide.argh..then at 45 mins, injure my knee.wa.n damn tired somemore and all my shots were like miss miss miss.wa lao eh.then piss off my fren when i went for a tackle.haha. in e end, he was like shooting power shots. scary.haha. b4 i went home, injure my whole damn right leg.argh...still feeling the pain as i m typin nw. n guess hw pain it is. my whole leg is trmbling.argh

2006-08-22T19:36:00.000+08:00

hmm... the days are passing quite well for me. i have the mood and ability to study and not really affected by anything in school except people just think i am cranky. special thanks to my mei.haha. enduring my smses while being sms by some other ppl...haha. m i goin get a bro-in-law after e A lvls.hahaha.joking.coz ur bro may hav a special hidden agenda for mei.haha.bt on the whole, still ok. so guys. need nt worry.hahaha

2006-08-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

its over and i just cannot believe its over. what was it that made you chose this decision. i dun believe it to be studies as i never hinder u frm focussing on ur studies. u told mi once that if u scared ur dad finds out about us then u scare we will break. bt why e sudden change. i dunno is it whether u forgot ur feelings or is it that something happened. i seriously dunno wads happening. why didnt u just call mi n tell mi of ur decision. why didnt u just explain why is it happening. can u pls tell mi why. the real reason y.

2006-08-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

wads wrong wif todae?i dunno y.
wads wrong wif mi?i wish i could noe y
i dunno wad happeningfrm time 2pm to 6pm.
that makes e tears just come streaming down
a man does not shed tears, but only shed blood
thats wad u told mi a little once
but for a guy to shed just a tear,
tells u just hw vulnerable he's to u.
blood will never show the faith
unless its just an accident for some to tink

2006-07-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

let me cry,
to clear my sorrows.
let me weep,
to clear my aches.
let me look,
to enjoy the view.
and let me see,
to appreciate once more

2006-07-09T21:15:00.000+08:00

monday morning, 2am(singapore time), the battle shall begin between the italians and the french for the most prestigous prize of all times, the World Cup. The fengshui masters are betting their skills on a French victory but are they going to be accurate in predicting the victors of the World Cup. we shall see

2006-07-07T20:56:00.000+08:00

haiz...sianz....todae nv go out and nv meet up with her. means another reason to be alone till the rest of the year again. hmm... so bored and i dunno why m i goin so serious on this one? maybe, its just because i am realli serious. elton said,'if its urs, nobody can take it away.' what if it isn't meant for me, but i just wan to give happiness. crapping again. nv realli hav hopes but as we chat, thought at least have some hope, now, its totally blurred in my vision. oh my!!! wat is this world turning for me. went for NY sports carnival. quite fun ba.haha. n lester was arguing about who shall win the world cup. 1-0, 2-0 or italy win or france win. personally, i feel that france realli should not deserve to enter. not because that brazil(my fav team) gt eliminated by them but it seems like they dun even look like serious contenders. portugal lost becoz of a mistake by defender Alberto Ricardo Carvalho. and that results in a stupid penalty converted by zidane. the old guy seems to have his magic back. congrats to him but france won just by luck. 2 drawn matches and 1 match won was their stats in the World Cup group matches and they survived everything by beating the favourites, Brazil. Brazil had their mistakes to blame with Ronaldo having become the top scorer just contend with it and the supposedly magical Ronaldinho whom i supported. u disappointed nt just me but many others who were awed by your bag of skills and tricks in ur career at Barcelona. The strongest link became a weakest link. Now on to Italy, conceding only 1 goal is impressive but think again. The one goal conceded was an own goal. of all goals, an own goal. oh mine. it goes to show that italy's team is an all star, one capable of headers. Better be careful with it as France loves to take advantage of mistakes as it has shown with Brazil and Portugal, i would rather say Portugal should enter. Though I managed to guess accurately that once Henry smile, things will look up for France. He smiled and in the Brazil match, he gave it all, Ribery, Henry and Zidane. It looks to be a close close match. but the score may be a 2-0(as dezhi predicted) if the finals has the magic of zidane, tricks of pirlo and the goal antics of buffon to keep the goal scoring to a low affair. but trust barthez to shine but his weakest connection is crosses. Once it crossed and italy scores, trust me, the whole french team may create more troubles for themselves. All attack? Nah. when that happens, the goals keep coming.
Prediction? I wouldn't give. Just a small scoring affair without the samba,german beer,scolari tatics and the disappointment of top notched players.

2006-06-23T12:40:00.000+08:00

Updates in World Cup referees ratings

1. Shamsul Maidin 7.5
2. Roberto Rosetti7.0
3. Armando Archundia6.7
Mark Alexander Shield6.7
Horacio Elizondo6.7
Toru Kamikawa6.7
7. Coffi Codjia6.6
Eric Poulat6.6
9. Carlos Eugenio Simon6.5
Luis Medina Cantalejo6.5
11. Massimo Busacca6.1
Graham Poll6.1
13. Frank De Bleeckere5.9
Lubos Michel5.9
15. Carlos Amarilla5.8
Valentin Ivanov5.8
17. Oscar Julian Ruiz5.0
18. Markus Merk4.8
Marco Rodríguez4.8
20. Jorge Larrionda4.0
21. Essam Abdel Fatah3.8
World Cup top rated referees only

2006-06-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

Ratings of World Cup Referees.
Singapore scores a 2nd with Shamsul Maidin

1 Graham Poll 7.6
2 Shamsul Maidin 7.5
3 Roberto Rosetti 7.0
4 Mark Alexander Shield 6.7
Horacio Elizondo 6.7
Toru Kamikawa 6.7
7 Coffi Codjia 6.6
Armando Archundia 6.6
9 Carlos Eugenio Simon 6.5
Luis Medina Cantalejo 6.5
11 Massimo Busacca 6.1
12 Frank De Bleeckere 5.9
Lubos Michel 5.9
14 Markus Merk 5.8
Carlos Amarilla 5.8
Valentin Ivanov 5.8
Eric Poulat 5.8
18 Oscar Julian Ruiz 5.0
19 Marco Rodríguez 4.8
20 Jorge Larrionda 4.0
21 Essam Abdel Fatah 3.8
World Cup top rated referees only

2006-06-15T11:58:00.000+08:00

World Cup scores

Germany 1 - 0 Poland

Spain 4 - 0 Ukraine

Tunisia 2 - 2 Saudi Arabia

2006-06-14T11:15:00.000+08:00

World Cup scores

Brazil 1 - 0 Croatia

South Korea 2 - 1 Togo

France 0 - 0 Switzerland

2006-06-13T13:10:00.000+08:00

World Cup Scores

United States 0 - 3 Czech Republic

Italy 2 - 0 Ghana

Australia 3 - 1 Japan

2006-06-12T11:05:00.000+08:00

World Cup scores

England 1 - 0 Paraguay

Trinidad & Tobago 0 - 0 Sweden

Argentina 2 - 1 Ivory Coast

Mexico 3 - 1 Iran

Angola 0 - 1 Portugal

Serbia & Montenegro 0 - 1 Netherlands

FLAGS OF THE VICTORIOUS TEAMS WILL BE SHOWN RESPECTIVELY

2006-06-10T09:56:00.000+08:00

scores of world cup matches

Germany - Costa Rica
4 - 2

Poland - Ecuador
0 - 2

2006-06-07T21:26:00.000+08:00

i never felt so happy. yipee!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

yipee......... mi never felt so happy. yeahhhhhhh

2006-06-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

sad, tired and hopeless. 2 more days

2006-06-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

give mi a sign to tell me that it's true

2006-06-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

scores of games played on May 31

Iran 5 - 2 Bosnia-Herzegovina
Estonia 1 - 1 New Zealand
Paraguay 1 - 0 Georgia
Saudi Arabia 0 - 1 Turkey
Slovenia 3 - 1 Trinidad & Tobago
Switzerland 1 - 1 Italy
France 2 - 0 Denmark

2006-05-31T22:27:00.000+08:00

Squads of some countries in World Cup

Brazil
G1 Nelson Dida
G12 Ceni Rogerio
G22 Julio César
D2 Cafu
D3 Ferreira Lucio
D4 Juan
D6 Roberto Carlos
D13 Cicinho
D14 Anderson Luisao
D15 Cris
D16 Gilberto
D18 Jose Gomes Edmilson
M5 Fereira da Rosa Emerson
M8 Kaká
M11 Jose Ze Roberto
M17 Gilberto Silva
M19 Pernambucano Juninho
M20 Luis Ricardinho
F10 Ronaldinho
F21 Fred
F23 Robinho
S7 Adriano
S9 Ronaldo

England
G1 Paul Robinson
G13 David James
G22 Scott Carson
D2 Gary Neville
D3 Ashley Cole
D5 Rio Ferdinand
D6 John Terry
D12 Sol Campbell
D14 Wayne Bridge
D15 Jamie Carragher
M4 Steven Gerrard
M7 David Beckham
M8 Frank Lampard
M11 Joe Cole
M16 Owen Hargreaves
M17 Jermaine Jenas
M18 Michael Carrick
M19 Aaron Lennon
M20 Stewart Downing
S9 Wayne Rooney
S10 Michael Owen
S21 Peter Crouch
S23 Theo Walcott

Germany
G1 Jens Lehmann
G12 Oliver Kahn
G23 Timo Hildebrand
D2 Marcell Jansen
D3 Arne Friedrich
D4 Robert Huth
D6 Jens Nowotny
D16 Philip Lahm
D17 Per Mertesacker
D21 Christoph Metzelder
M5 Sebastian Kehl
M7 Bastian Schweinsteiger
M8 Torsten Frings
M13 Michael Ballack
M15 Thomas Hitzlsperger
M18 Tim Borowski
M19 Bernd Schneider
S9 Mike Hanke
S10 Oliver Neuville
S11 Miroslav Klose
S14 Gerald Asamoah
S20 Lukas Podolski
S22 David Odonkor

Spain
G1 Alexandre Ricardo
G12 Silva Quim
G22 Jorge Paulo Santos
D2 Renato Paulo Ferreira
D3 Marco Caneira
D4 Miguel Ricardo Costa
D5 Fernando Meira
D13 Luis Miguel
D14 Jorge Nuno Valente
D16 Alberto Ricardo Carvalho
M6 Francisco Costinha
M7 Luis Figo
M8 Armando Petit
M10 Hugo Viana
M17 Cristiano Ronaldo
M18 Nuno Maniche
M19 Cardoso Tiago
M20 Anderson Deco
S9 Pedro Pauleta
S11 Sabrosa Simao
S15 Luis Boa Morte
S21 Miguel Nuno Gomes
S23 Helder Postiga

Sweden
G1 Andreas Isaksson
G12 John Alvbage
G23 Rami Shaaban
D3 Olof Mellberg
D4 Teddy Lucic
D5 Erik Edman
D13 Petter Hansson
D14 Fredrik Stenman
D15 Karl Svensson
D22 Markus Rosenberg
M2 Mikael Nilsson
M6 Tobias Linderoth
M7 Niclas Alexandersson
M8 Anders Svensson
M9 Fredrik Ljungberg
M16 Kim Kallstrom
M19 Daniel Andersson
M21 Christian Wilhelmsson
S10 Zlatan Ibrahimovic
S11 Henrik Larsson
S20 Marcus Allback
S17 Johan Elmander
S18 Mattias Jonson

Argentina
G1 Roberto Abbondanzieri
G12 Leo Franco
G23 Oscar Ustari
D2 Roberto Ayala
D3 Juan Pablo Sorin
D4 Fabricio Coloccini
D6 Gabriel Heinze
D15 Gabriel Milito
D17 Leandro Cufre
D21 Nicolás Burdisso
M5 Esteban Cambiasso
M8 Javier Mascherano
M10 Juan Riquelme
M13 Lionel Scaloni
M16 Pablo Aimar
M18 Maxi Rodríguez
M19 Leo Messi
M22 Lucho Gonzalez
F11 Carlos Tevez
F14 Rodrigo Palacio
S7 Javier Saviola
S9 Hernán Crespo
S20 Julio Cruz

2006-03-26T12:41:00.000+08:00

block tests are over but what happens??? i still have to study even though i have a national camp to organise. staying at home seems to be a living hell more than a haven. once reach home must look at a black face. then while using the com, still need to listen to chanting about my studies. i tried my best to study for my block tests and still people think i did not study enough. what the hell!!!! this is infuriating me. i can't stand it. make dunno bad comments at me. everytime like to say not look down on me, but in actual fact just look down on me. whatever i want to do also disapprove, so what's the use of even telling you my dreams. talkin to a pet seems much easier to me. for today, i just used the com for 1hr 45 mins and she used the term that i studied for 1 hr an use the com for 10 hrs. sound so ridiculous. this is all so crappy. what is e reason behind telling a person that you didnt mean that when u already hurt a person so much. reiterating whatever stuff you said all these years. claim u learnt frm mi???? what about you? no self-discipline too. if i argue wif you, u will just sae i m wrong. whats e use of wasting my energy to argue wif u? then bring up all e other stuff that are not even relevant in the 1st place. who would want to talk to this person everyday lest face the person. blood is thicker than water??? i agree. bt when a certain amount of hurt is there, it is not just blood. it becomes bad blood especially when threats fly out with the usual way, teachers. wtf....always you claim ignorance. why should i even tell anything when all you do is to bring up the problems i told you as examples when i am arguing with you. its just not worth it. life is so sick. when u try to treat a person well, they bite back and say i will not treat you well until you give up certain things. so what if you feel i cant do well, so what if you think i cant afford my stuff. i dun give a damn about your comments, lest care about them. they are all a pack of stuff you use to hurt me and incite disharmony. whatever....

2006-02-24T18:51:00.000+08:00

hey guys. can help mi do a favour. click on both the links. its an online game i am playing and i need to increase my army.just click on the number u see. for example, if the word writes s-e-v-e-n, scroll down n click on the word 7. thanks.

http://www.kingsofchaos.com/recruit.php?uniqid=n8ce5978
http://www.kingsofchaos.com/recruit.php?uniqid=7m845593
once again. thanks guys.

2006-01-28T11:20:00.000+08:00

hmm...happy chinese new yr eve guys. haiz... certain things can't be changed.hhaha. and i failed my 2.4km run. can u expect it. so disappointing. hmm... nvm. juz hav 2 train lor. hahha.anyway, had x-ctry yesterday and then it was like a stroll in e park.hahahha.onli after leaving the forest, then start running.hahahaha. then overtook mr hannis. dun deduct marks from our econs test.hahaha. anyway,quite tired by the time reach home bt then can't sleep coz hav 2 go out wif my fren.watch memoirs of the geisha. quite interesting. tells the story of a geisha. hmm... seems like brainwashing people perspective of them as courtesans. actually it is this case except i wonder why they must sleep with a guy before they can be a true geisha. mayb i wun understand. quite touching except i cant feel it coz its too cold in the cinema.hahaha.

Bad and good

2006-01-17T16:39:00.000+08:00

today was very sian. did well for physics and maths OBt but did so badly for my chemistry test. dun tink i can even pass it. And then when i got home, you juz keep nagging at me for using the com. can't you undertsand that i am so fustrated over a test which i studied like so serious and in the end, i just can't remember anything. and you just treat it like as all i did was use the com. whatever.ugh....

2005-11-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

hahaha. todae was fun. even though it was only 8 people in total for wan su celebration,we had so so so much fun.hahaha.hmm... finally know how to play pool all thanks to bao sheng.hahahaha.bt still in beginner stage and hand now a bit more steady.hahahha.hmm... mayb one of this days find sth to do also lor.steamboat!!!!!!'hate' buddy.hahhaha. kept on giving mi food, ownself skinny le, still giv mi so much food to eat.hahaha. n lastly, u r nt food-full but water-full. drank too much hah.hahhaa. todae quite happy coz can c both of my buddies. luckily prila came, or dunno when can c this buddy le.hahhha. wan su buddy, anytime also can meet.hahahahha.when we were full, juz kept talking about the memories of our classes from sec 1 to sec 4. cool!!!!! too bad mrs wong not there to treat us.muahahahaha!!!! next time will be hers.hahaha.hmm... so sian these days. gonna do finish all my homework. bt 50% complete le bt also dunno wad to do. hmm... miss playing soccer. guess have to hone my dribbling skillz sia.shooting still can improve bt comparing with the past, is like improve le lor.hahaha.hmm...guess nt going to touch on it anymore.its gonna be a place for mi to touch on.hahhaha.

2005-11-26T10:26:00.000+08:00

sometimes, i just wun understand why some people just wun understand the word respect and intrude into people's privacy and they still believe it's right because they think they have to ultimate right to it. Maybe the only way to curb that is to shut them completely out and be back to my olden days.

2005-11-01T15:13:00.000+08:00

wa lau eh.... chinese compre so difficult. i understand the passage but then dunno hw to rite. this is so sos weird. hahaha. but no use brooding over the paper as its over, finally over. yipee!!!!hahahaha. n surprise surprise. i finally noe hw 2 do 2 questions of the vocab section. muahahaha.hmm.... MAN U is in poor form and chelsea may be falling. muahahaha. YESH!!!!! time for a new champion. hahahah.anyway, juz went to malaysia. can't really enjoy anything coz i feel so sleepy there. argh...hmm...this holiday think gonna b quite boring. hmm... mayb learnin guitar from vick. n to play my basketball. muahahaha. long time since the mood came but that does not necessary mean that i can shoot.hahahaha.argh... forgot, still gt tons of hol hw 2 do. this is not good.hahhaha. joking. hmm... gonna buck up my grades although can't get e S paper le. hav 2 settle for a norm SAF scholarship. hmm.. hate that. but still hav fren also accompanyin mi coz he also wan an army carreeer. hahahhaa. hmmm.... and benny, where's my FIFA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-10-17T18:04:00.000+08:00

hmm...today was supposed to be doomsday but luckily for me, it wasn't this way. though the grades weren't up to my own expectations, at least i improve. this shows that i have the capability to get better grades. hmm... seems like i have another resolution to work for and i finally pass my chinese. i finally passs it. hmm... though my composition this time round didn't do as well as before but its already lucky to pass it. Last hurdle is to pass my chinese for A levels. yupz... Count my blessings. hmm... though chemistry work real hard but still get a C. all because of the careless mistakes and some parts which i didn't read.hahahaha. can finally breathe a sigh of relief. hmm... gonna take up physics tuition but don't wanna take maths because i believe i can actually do well myself. so sad got a C when people are like getting As and Bs. But must always count one's blessings. Must work really hard next year. The end of year meant that a phase has passed and it's not nice to continue living in the past. i won't and i will try my best to mould the grades and life out of myself. no matter what, one must never give up. essence of a successful person is never to give up when the going gets tough. bad luck may pass over one, but after the patch of bad luck, good luck and hope always prevail.thanks to all who supported me. i will not disappoint all of you next year. see ya. ;)

2005-09-25T10:58:00.000+08:00

Are all students studying for exams just for the sake of studying. Sometimes, I wonder what is the education system becoming to. It's true that people are supposedly to be the country's resource. But don't you think it's becoming more and more stressful. A university degree is no longer valued at the same level as in the past. Is the education system changing at our expense. Take for example, a student committed suicide just because of her grades. It's not that she doesn't want to try or afraid to try. I believe her mentality was that since she scored that grades that were not of her expectations, how can she face the world. She has disappointed her parents, her friends and herself. Are grades really so important in this world? Can't someone succeed based on their own motivation and plans and interest? The world is increasingly more dependent on the knowledge as things get tougher and tougher. One can't blame a person for setting high expectations for himself. It's already in him or her. To succeed, one must accomplish a certain level of proficiency in his studies. And if they do not have any sports or any other talent, they can't make into the UNIVERSITY. While those with those so called talent are allowed to study in the university through some discretionery admission. Isn't this discrimination. So what if they can bring glory to the nation? Are all this done at the expense of those who really want to study in a University and can't because they are late bloomers. Is this really fair for them? All they want is a chance to succeed and they are instead deprive of a place because there's some people who are better than them in another aspect. Talk about meritocracy. Is this the right definition? Are people given the place based on their abilities? Or are they given the place just because they can bring glory to the country in future. Those late bloomers can too bring glory to the country. Its just that you will never know the future. If they are able to migrate to other countries who are willing to accept them, and from there they learn, work hard and succeed. I think we will be the ones begging them to come back. Why send those who are willing and wanting to break their study bonds after the government has spent so much on them? Why don't we just spend the money to nurture those late bloomers. Maturity happens to people at different time and who knows the late bloomers will excel in their own field. Talk about giving opportunities.

2005-09-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

let me begin this entry with a question. Is smoking allowed in air-conditioned areas or hotels. I am beginning to find that people are becoming more and more inconsiderate. Worst, cannot even judge by the suits they wear. A property fair, salesmen sitting down, and a cigarette happily lying in the ash tray burning away and the horrible smell spreading throughout the whole area.And the result, nothing was done. I wonder why even smoking is allowed in the hotels. So what if there's a smoking zone for smokers. I mean, even if the smokers and non-smokers are separated, the non-smokers may not be spared from the torture of passive smoking. So what if the service of the hotel is good. So what of the hotel is rated a 4 or 5 star. I believe what matters is how the hotel accomodate to the majority of the people who may patronise the hotel be it a local or a tourist. Smoking, i feel, must be banned in air-conditioned areas. its totally different from the open air where the smoke can diffuse into the wide, open space. But in an air-conditioned area. I don't think so. People want to be a place where there is clean air and not having the problem of having to play the role of a passive smoker. But here, in a hotel, there are ashtrays around which gives a potential smoker the idea of smoking in a hotel and polluting the cool and supposedly fresh air. If Singapore really wants to be a smoke-free country, I think they not only have to implement the 'No Smoking' law in public but also in hotels. Never mind if we lose some tourists. What matters is the health of the people. Or do you rate money above our health?

2005-09-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

hmm...these days quite sian....everyday study but hav 2 no matter wad.yupz...now 50% through my econs le. jus hope can do well. yupz...sian arh. 2dae go play bball, meet this irritating small kid. tinks he gt superpowers, sae all those crappy stuff and thinks it aids in players missing the ball. in the end, i cant control it and ask him 2 keep his mouth shut. tooo bad his mum is there, or i will do something even worse then wad my frens n i did 2dae. we played monkey with his ball, giving him the feeling when he keep sprouting nonsense out from his mouth. in e end, he keeps his mouth shut and didnt play bball. glad bt this but bet he's gonna repeat his nonsense tml. argh...the days r so numbered and jus hope i can pass e freakin promos. now cant afford to slack too much. now, 100% hard work neede to cross this high barrier to J2.hahaha. econs theory. but as i learnt, quitters dun win and winners dun quit. in the eyes of disasters, the only man standing got to b me.hahahaha. cya guys.

2005-08-28T20:26:00.000+08:00

today i can remember is your 15th birthday. though the time has been so long since we last meet, i can still remember it. i dunno if u are still lookin at my bog. hope u r, coz i wanna wish u happy bdae. how r things goin on in Britain? are you able to cope well with it. yupz...sorry guys, todae's blog so short. cya.

2005-08-23T20:46:00.000+08:00

argh....nw rushing my written report for PW. argh... my grp is evrything last minute. argh... lucky mao still wif us or our OP like shit also. hmm... todae SPA, luckily can do or else die le. haiz.. fail chinese again but think its e 1st front parts. e rest shouldnt b a prob.hahahah. my chinese compo improve le n i am now having confidence.hahaha. though e practice paper didnt score well for paper 2. but just hav 2 persevere. yupz.... promos starts on 29 sept. hate it sia. everytime so early. argh...oh soot!!!!!!!!hav 2 go bk do PW. bye. argh........

2005-08-20T11:40:00.000+08:00

finally, the weekend is here.yippeee!!!!!hahaha. finally can get some rest le. bt stilll hav so many hw need to do. argh...sianz...n then e weekend is onli 2 daes onli. alamak. hw come cannot put more days.hhahaha. thats will be possible if 1 yr is 468 days?hhahahaha.a bit lame here. argh...todae forgoing my run. tml hav 2 run le. sianz... so lazy todae.hahaha.n PW due on Mondae. my grp onli.yawn....still wanna slp.haahha. so tired.hmm....nth 2 tok le. bye bye.

2005-08-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

haiz...dunno y. for these days, my grades are realli like shit nw. work so hard, then panic and then gt so low nw. maths. haiz... all i noe how to do. bt panic n nw get e marks like shit nw.haiz...promos now coming in about 6 weeks n i am now like shit nw. haiz...then durin sept hols stilll hav chinese test. full paper de. dunno whether can pass ant.haiz...hw come always like that????i already tried my best n have 2 panic at e last minute.argh......SOMEBODY TELL MI HOW TO RELAX WHEN THEY ARE SO MANY PROS IN MY CLASS!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-14T20:10:00.000+08:00

For the people who feels that they are pitiful

if you think you are unlucky, think of the people in Africa. the bad luck they have cannot be compared to yours

if you think you are being wronged by your teacher, think about the thousands of people in corrupted countries. they have to suffer the prejudice.

if you think you are not cared by anybody in this world, think about orphans in the world. Even they are cared by someone, what makes you the odd one out?

if you think you are too short, think about the people who are borned with growing disabilities. they dun complain just like you do. they live life they way they want it to be.

if you think you have done a bad job, think about the many others whom you have unknowingly inspire them.

if you think the food you are eating tastes bad, think about the hungry people in countries which are plagued by famine and have nothing to eat.

if you think dying will make the world become a better place, think again. many people die everyday. but, has the world change for the better?

Life is full of imperfections. In order to live it, one must learn to understand it. one must not take the good life for granted. Every choice one makes will churn out a different effect. Next time you feel that something done against you is unfair, think. YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE!!!! BUT YOUR PAIN CAN'T BE COMPARED WITH THE REST OF THE WORLD.

2005-08-12T19:37:00.000+08:00

argh...time passes so fast. its goin b promos le. argh... n my chem t'cher was like saying our class did the chem test like shit. hope i wasnt one of them coz i really need the boost no matter wad.hahahah. hmm...certain things just hav 2 wait. nw hav 2 focus on my studies.hahaha.finally gt a reply frm e army.hahhaa. hmm...i stand a chance of being a guard.hahahha.now endurance hav 2 train. yupz.....n nw goin sun tan le.hahaha. so when go back peirce, nobody can recognise i.hahahaha. just jokin.hahahha.hmm...these daes quite stress n relaxed. dunno y. argh...hav 2 get gd results for my promos no matter wad.argh... nw goin wkend, so can slack a bit.but no matter what, i gonna try my best to do well.yupz.........

2005-08-10T12:18:00.000+08:00

still waiting,
still waiting,
still waiting

i have my dreams,
but can they be fulfilled.
the thought of it thrills me,
but can even achieve it?

certain things serve to obstruct my route,
but i can't just push them away,
because i care about them.

now, here am i,
in a big big dilemna,
dunno wad to do,
dunno wad to sae

its just 1 yr left for me,
to make my decision.
will it be an option for me,
or a dead end?

time shall reveal all truth.

2005-08-08T15:43:00.000+08:00

national dae!!!!!hahahah. shld b eve. haiz... time really passes so fast. now in aug le.soemtimes, tellin my close frenz certain things has no good use. is jus 2 n then they sae i wad le. haiz... certain things hav 2 change. u can't ask mi wait forever. jus like one of them. wait n then in e end, still like that.hahahaha. cant blame. at least u still hav e person there. haiz...todae my dream goes bk to my childhood. an army officer. but then hav 2 see my parents. they are concerned. can understand it. but wanna pursue my goal too. yupz...

hmm...saw an old man searching for cans in dustbins. feel so sad for him. so old, still hav to do all this. they shd b enjoyin lar. bt then no one can blame them if they wanna do it. dunno!!!!!certain things are just like that. its our destiny to change it.

2005-08-03T20:53:00.000+08:00

haha. still sick.sniff.hahahaha. todae so fun. went to tekong. go to BMTC sch 2. quite nice there.hahhaa. n the food there is noce coz we take the combat rations.hahhaa. then the shooting simulator.hahahahha.so funny. my magazine no mor 'bullets' le. then i ask the army person there. he ask mi shoot. in e end, i shot nothing 4 times. bt its counted.hahahha. so funny. then 6A is like the nosiest grp there lar. we joked n tok a lot.hahahah. so fun. though nt goin in there till 2005 or 2006 but lookin forward to it. yupz... gonna train hard for fitness test too.hahhah. bt first of all muz pass my promos wif flyin colors. then get as many As as possible for A levels.yupz...then gonna make sure i can make it into the Guards. dun care about OCS for a moment. coz dunno if need to go OCS then can be a combat specialist. sounds cool hah?hahaha. so fun. yippee!!!!!!hahahah. army rox for me but it jus depends on the future. n i dun wanna get posted to Charlie company.yupz.....hahahah. gtg le. hav 2 do my GP essay.hhahahaa.cya....

2005-07-31T20:51:00.000+08:00

hmm...finally the parents meeting is gone.hahaha. quite ok for me. n mr ng is onli jokin that he wans to see my parents.arghh.... make mi scraed what i have done to make her want to see my parents.hahha. then went back to peirce. last minute n jinfa was like saying y i using paper frm the ny website. hahaha. so angry at him coz if he can do a better job, he can go n do it himself. bt goin to b alrite le coz they always use my former council post 2 sae mi. bt then they jus dunno wad i hav done. hu cares. i hav a new objective.n now he's in council, lets see hw he's gonna manage.hahahha. evil of mi rite? hahahha. its nt pure evil but jokin onli.he can adapt well in council. i know he can do it. bt jus hope he can work well wif his fellow councillors. gd luck!!!! jai you!!!!hahaha.argh... fri n sat was like slackin. hate this. n then feel veri bad aft t'chers sae i can get better grades de. argh... gonna work hard nw. promos gonna b in honours roll.hahahha.hav 2 try sice jin zheng ask mi b it. so i m gonna try 2 b in it.hhahaha.yupz...currently nt brk dancin coz hav 2 focus on my studies. if they show improvement, i am gonna go bk. n start slow. coz success dun always come fast. jus take things nice n slow n who knows. the stage is urs.hahhaha. gtg le. bye guys.... though i dun tink anybody sees it.hahahhha.

2005-07-26T20:45:00.000+08:00

haiz...todae was supposed to be quite fun n lively de. trashed dezhi in badminton.muahahhaa.then chinese lesson came n then teacher sae wan meet my parents. argh....i didnt create any trouble in class. just that i like to joke around.is joking in the classroom context and tryin to keep the class lively wrong.haiz.. seems like it is just unappreciated.means for chinese lessons, i m gonna be a nice guy again, sitting there listening n just doing the work i m supposed to do.hmm... now knew some things bt my econs t'cher. firstly, he played on the international level of soccer b4. its like so cool. secondly, he can see some things. he's quite funny and interesting. cool!!!!! then is like my class people make a joke out of our chem t'cher. nt a serious one but juz one to cheer us up.yupz....sianz....left bt 15 mins, then nd 2 study again. argh... still have GP, maths n econs DRQ. argh......

2005-07-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

certain things are just so strange,
why did i worship the ground that all of you walked?
but certain things just can be told,
why did you try to make a fool out of me?

I grew by the walkway you walked to school,
I grew by the walkway you took back home,
i even grew by the window you may have sat by,
but do you even ever notice me?

A tree drops leaves,
a tree drops fruits,
but whatever that is dropping strange onto the ground,
is nothing but a breaking heart.

silence is golden,
but is it always?

2005-07-05T19:22:00.000+08:00

todae got chased out by my sec sch OM. sian.... all becoz i tok 2 my fren hu is suspended from lessons.i wonder y ppl choose 2 inflict on ppl the pain of nt tokg. they r humans too and it isn't an offence to tok. to fully change a person, u can't inflict punishment on them alone.u need the patience to change a person.haiz....the sch system is becoming somewhat more hostile. i dun blame mr bala. he's doing his job.nvm.....its partly my fault. can't keep blamin ppl.yupz....2dae went out wif my junios to northpoint. then coz wan su buddy goin 2 find tuition too so ask her meet up.in e ned. when my juniors hav 2 go bk sch, i cont being outside wif wan su.hahahaha.in e ned, we slack in mac and chat like we nv got another chance 2 chat.hahahaha. telling each other wat happened to us in e past.hahahha.so funny.hahahaha.chat n chat till 6pm then i went home.sian....hahaha. 2dae nt many ppl online coz they surely go watch choir concert de.yupz.....enjoy urself guys.certain things are best to b thought alone.yupz...

2005-06-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

cooollllllllll!!!!!!!!!!i learnt my mistake le. its freezing cold in LT4.hahahaha. today juz had my econs n maths paper.juz hope can get a B grade.hopefully. hmm.... luckily tml last paper.hahahah. PHYSICS. hope can do well, muz nt disappoint mrs chan.haiz..... i miss my gec team mates.hahahha. lame of mi. still can't 4get bt them.hahahah.haiz...... sian..... can't slack. wake up.gt physics to study. bye......

2005-06-23T16:39:00.000+08:00

yipee!!!!!!back from competition but xams tml. sian.... had so much fun in e competition.haha. became my grp joker who js couldnt stop making fun of ppl.haha.especially victoria. atually nv realli tok much 2 her. then on e last day. i teased her till it was so fun.haha. she wa like our creative director.haha.haiz...miss all of them after yesterday. it was so fun and i havent got all my fun yet. sob... how come all happy things must end????????its so unfair.haiz...so sian.... have to go n study my chinese le. haiz......oh ya. n saw my BUDDY!!!!!!!!!!!!so happy.haha.

2005-05-25T19:26:00.000+08:00

yawn... finally can get sth 2 rite in my blog. nw currently learnig break dancing. learn in somewhere in april or may. sian...... nw perfect my baby freeze le. handstand can do stand nt then all the air freeze, solar....argh... feel so useless. bt then meryvn sae i expect too much frm myself. mayb he's right.i shld slow down my speed for now. but cant....hahahha.i hav high expectations of myself for break dancing.hahaha.now whole hand like damn pain. sian...still can do a staedy hand stand but the others dunno leh. went back to peirce todae and see the familiar people around. feel so happy especially gt my gd pals there, jean, jolene,whye keat, daniel.hahahaha. especially whye keat, whole pants full of flour.hahaha. seems like i wet back at the right time. everbody seems to be jus there.hahhaha.then went 2 2e3 n help them do their maze for tml peirce family day. sorry hor. cant go back coz of that camp in sch that lasts till sae 5 pm? if end earlier, will try 2 go bk. kkz.hahahha.pass my GP but not veri gd bt jus hav 2 buck up. sian....then went home. with no more strenght, played basketball and lost to a guy. partially my fault.hhahaa.bt i feel i more like a team player.hahahha. yawn...damn tired now and havent had my dinner yet.yawn..gtg guys. take care. bye!!!

2005-04-29T19:33:00.000+08:00

things hasent been well for mi le. haiz... first kanna scolded by ms yap, then mr ng disappointed that a grp of us nv go 4 e talk. but the seats r inaccessible. we couldnt have gotten there lor. but i have to admit we were at fault too coz we didnt anticipate the large turnout n didnt go there earlier. sorry. but then mao rui was so innovative. created his own motor plane. hahaha. n it really flew. then continue learning baby freeze and trying to perfect it since this is e first move i learnt. other moves, mayb during the june hols coz my shoulder blade hurts and then my elbows also hurt. but can sae i did the nike sign. so happy. hahhaha.n i gt bout 3 masters. mervyn, david and joel. thx for helping mi. hhahaha. n have to train my backspin. coz i always do back roll. hhahahaha. kkkkkk. nt tokg le. gt 2 study 4 my GP test. bye!!!!!!!!!!

2005-04-14T18:00:00.000+08:00

yawn.... jus gt back frm sch. n had PE. argh.... think i jus nw gt dehydration or heat stroke. suddenly vision all blur, headache. seems like i m goin to die. nvm. seem like mayb afer-effects frm mi losin 5kg.hahha. sign up 4 e dragon boat fun race my class so enthu. alamak. need to rest. cant tok much. bye guys.....

2005-04-11T16:59:00.000+08:00

yipee!!!! todae e earliest coz no PW.hahax!!! anyway, been feelin quite sad 4 e past few days coz.... fl and jordan noes.haiz...a threat, a big threat.so dun wish 2 sae anything bt it nw. startin 2 like my beautiful 6A class. our theme, star wars.hahaha. nt jus that. we plan our outin le. may 19, the screenin of Star wars episode 3.hahaha. nw, lester is like known as anikin skywalker coz he wrote that 4 e chem notebook.hahaha. n mind u, its spell realli anikin.ahahaha. n i m known as vader or another one jar jar binks.hahahaha.meveryn is like my fellow crappr these days. everything u shoot him bk, he change it and shoot u bk.hahhaha. glad 2 hav a nice class.hahahha.then sth surprising happen.hahahhaa. alicia is nt what i tit she is supposed 2 be.hahahhaa.nt tellin anything.hahaha.so funny.hahhahaa. then i m e treasurer n another of my fren, maorui is e vice treasurer.hhahaha. so nice, can take e class funds.hahahah.jk,jk.then yvonne(my class de) was like saying she dun trust both of us.hhahaha. same view shared by ee ling.hahhaha. bt we wun embezzle e $$$$$. so precious 2 us. hw can we do that??????hahahha. anyway, me wan is nt as strict as he seem to. actually quite like his lesson.hahaha.he even joke wif lester bt e anikin skywalker thing.hhahaha.he asked him nt 2 fall to e dark side.hghahahha.Mr Hannis, our econs t'cher. so gd. but..... he ask us do all of unit 2 4 todae.argh..... but nvm. hu ask us choose MCQs instead of essay.hahaha.but tink its ok too.hahhaha.now, i m thinkg of getting my bike n go bikin durin june hols.hhahaha.try 2 tan myself up.hahaha.so hav 2 buy certain stuff.hahahha.mayb use class funds.hahhahaha.jk,jk.need 2 buy a puch, n a pair of shades.other than that, nothing le.hahaha.gonna ride when its e hottest,so can build up on my endurance and also sun tan.hahahha.what a fun day todae!!!!!!!!!! tml end at 5.10. sian arh..... still gt chem pract. alamka.

2005-04-10T09:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday was quite fun..... meaning our 1st OG hav our last OG outin. then fl n josh came.n felt a bit weird to ask ahem... to cum.but then ask him cum coz dunno josh was cuming.yup.... then ltr went home. our OG went to cafe cartel there sit 4 bt 2 hrs b4 orderin our food coz we hav 2 wait for some late birds.hahaha.then it was like kelvin hav no appetite and then wanted offer e fish 2 song guang. song guang was like actually wanting it bt feel pai seh coz its kelvin's money.jus sae he's a gd pal.=)then its was bt 9.30 when we went into PS. it was like all e shops were closing or closed and we were moving into the shoppin centre. it was weird....hahax!!! nth to sae le. e other things dun feel like sayin anything. enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-25T06:30:00.000+08:00

whoa!!!!!back frm my mornin run.hahax.went 2 slp at 12.30am n still can wake up so early. hmm... achievement for mi.hahax.yesterdae quite borin though there's a 1hr disco. dun care bt that bt Tiffany drag mi go n dance.hahax. n bother vick.hahax. n we went off b4 it all ends.hahax.hmm... for e games, it was like so funny. the OG guys were like playing dunno wat game. dunno wat 'pikapoosh' something like that. yup!!!! then e guys r like converting between grps n e OGLs were like saying the guys. Later, played e squirrel n forest thing. arghh.... got sabo by jon, my biz club senior.Pulled mi out lor.n then hav 2 do forfeit wif the rest of the ppl hu lost too. Guess wat's e forfeit??????????? Writing a word wif our butt.n its like so pai seh.Argh........Shouldnt hav go play this game in e first place.Argh....fast forward to dinner time.hahax.My OG guys eat pizzas n ask for more.hahax.greeady,arent we???? hahax. can ask hui ting too. she was like sayin e gals wun eat much bt we guys sae we still can eat.hahax. then eric drank finish his drink n sae he's feelin full. bt we still eat. n poor gabriel. he has to go for soccer trainn bt i think we managed to save some slices for him.hahax. Continue ur great work, gab.alamak. hav 2 go out liao.hahax.bye guys....... ;)

2005-03-22T08:38:00.000+08:00

yawn..... Got Nanyang JC as my choice but my mum is like wanting to appeal to AJC.hahax.Dunno when can i even tell her i dun even wan 2 appeal le.hahax.uploaded a song in my webby le. Cyndi's Dang Ni.ahahax.haiz.... n the MOE dun wan giv hols still.hahaha.Orientation where gt onli 2 days one.hahax. Fridae is Gd Fridae leh.haahaha.hmm...darns nw. My mum is calling and calling. Hw cum she juz cant stop appealing.All she thinks is gd sch. But even those from gd schs do fall from grace too.She ask mi go there, become the last in class? or worst, last in sch?hahax.hahax.feel like goin running nw.hhaha. clear all the bad stuff.hahax. Nw told my mum y she wan appeal. Scold mi.Its like its mi goin to e sch, nt her.Good sch, good sch. All she tink is gd sch.But gd sch ppl do fall frm grace.argh!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-17T10:11:00.000+08:00

yawn!!!!!so tired but hav 2 wake up n do some work or else i b dead.ahhaax. yesterday BBQ was fun, scary & errie.hahhahax. fun coz had a great time. trying to dunk hwa hiang into e pool.hhahaha.but she kept resisting.hahahaha.worst thing is yuan han has 2 eat wasabi cookie 3 times.hhahahhaha.i hav 2 eat one time & fuquan too.hahahahha.coz we played open numbers.hhahaha.n one more thing. Our BBQ skills kinda sux!!!!!!hahahaha. e fishballs r like burnt. onli some of them. hahahha. n cynthia's cousin is quite cute. kept askin us 2 pay PS2 wif him. Gundam!!!!!hahahahah. N yuan han finally figure out e ctrls n managed 2 ULTIMATE ATTACK on him.hahahahah. have fun!!!!!hahahaha. THen cynthia wans 2 play her dunno wat scary game.cause all of us freaked out when we wen home.hahhahaa.especially when she wans 2 tell us bt e lift thingy, we rushed off.we dun wan 2 hear. But i keep freaking hwa hiang otu bt in e end i was e one freaked out again.hahahx.hmm... went there quite bored too lor. coz almost all of them r attched 2 each other. I there light bulb. veri broght leh.hahax. One thing, we drank n chat as if we were drinkin beer.hahahah.hmm... hav 2 keep awake n do some work or i cant b down there playing bball. my 'daughter' didnt on her fone so cant go bikin wif her.ahahhaha. mayb call her later, freak her out.muahhhahahaha.yipee!!!!! postin resukts nt tml cum out, i hope.hahhahaha. i still hav 2 claim my bubble tea frm yiting.hahahaha.n another secret 2 let u noe.hahahx.careful of LT4. dun b there alone.oops!!!!!! cant sae much bt this but its TRUE.hahhahax.reach home bt 11????? or mayb later???? dunno coz i went to my fren's hse b4 i went hse. chat 4 a while n whoosh.....i quickly went home.hahahhax.hmm.... nuthing 2 sae le.hahahhahax.bye!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-14T11:53:00.000+08:00

yeah!!!! finally the hols are here.but there's one problem. I am bored!!!!!!hahahahahha.let mi see my schedule.OMG!!!!I have 2 BBQ to attend. But i decided nt 2 go for e Boz club one.hahahahah.evil? hahaha.coz ricky never go.hahahhaha.hmm....have to read n revise my subjects le or i will keep failing my tests and i cant do it coz i promise some ppll nt to fail le.so muz buck up.Jia you!!!!! and something weird happen durin CCS performance.wanna noe bt it.hahaahha.nt telling u bt it.hahahahaha.gtg.;bye guys.

2005-03-05T12:48:00.000+08:00

*burp*hahahahha.jus had my lunch.yesterday went back to sch to watch e CCS performance.veri nice especially e part where tiffany did e errie part.she acted it out with so goooooooodddd........hahahhaha.but e hosts though funny seems like wasting time only.hahahahha.but nevertheless, its also gd.hhahahha.by the time it ended, it was like 10 plus le.then, Joshua,Fang Li,jeremy and I went to mac to hav our supper or rather our dinnr.hhhahaha.went there and chat bout some stuff.by e time ate finish n i finally got my orders,it was 11.hmm....seem a unlikely time for us to b in mac.but we walked n walked till we reached to NYJC.then we walked to our bus stop.hmm.....pretty boring then......but so fun......

2005-03-02T18:40:00.000+08:00

I m a weird guy.I m not even celebrating anything.pretty weird for mi.Hai... Its actually no mood to enjoy.the most is play all my com games n try to keep my mind of from the situation.Have to do my best to help a friend though i hav 2 forget e friend.nt sae forget but forget something.feel bad n feel sad.though god is kind to mi, y muz he b nt kind to her unless she did sth bad.hai... dun wish to think so much coz its gonna make mi paranoid n sth, i cant b noeing them anymore.it can be told to ppl hu r veri close to her.hai...so, wats e pt of noeing as long as she noes hw 2 take care of herself, n study hard n make her parents proud.n when she goes out to work, be strong n dun go 2 pubs all these coz once at that place, anything can happen n i dun wan it 2 happen to her no mater wat.So long nv visit her blog.Dun plan 2 do it coz i dun wan 2 see things that may hurt mi or watever.I sae may as i m nt sure bt e content there.I may b wrong, so pardon mi guys.sth has 2 b forgotten unless e denial can b truth.haha.hai.... see ya guys.enjoy ur time.....bye.....

2005-02-28T10:05:00.000+08:00

oops!!!!! Today is the day.and i dread it.seriously, i dun like getting back my results.if i do well, of course i be happy.but what if??????? Choy!!!!!!!hahahhaha.dun wanna sae bout results now.hmm.... let's tok bout SAT!!!!!!!!! Though its a bit boring.sat actually veri boring.first went to jeremy hse n played PS n rise of nations.then nick came.in e end, he was having fun being sadistic, nuking all e places.oh god!!!!! shouldnt hav taught him e nuking cheat.hahahhaha.but aftr that so sad....no long to acc mi leh.so went out n saw my bball frens but nth 2 do also.called daniel n found out he's wof li yang.so went TP n played LAN on courtesy of li yang.hahahhaha.Then went to hav dinner.e food sux!!!!!!!!!!hahahhahaha.daniel was like saying e soup no taste.hmm.... e rest is secret confidential. coz i reach home bout 12.coz i went out to else where.heheheheh.secret confidential. =)

2005-02-23T20:53:00.000+08:00

*sniff*my flu is getting alrite now. But then it seems that my cough is startg to get back.hahahha.ate too many chocolates liao.hahahah.these days, my inbox seems so empty.Like there's nobody sendin.except my daughter.hahahahah.tink i b quite busy during march le.1st, i have 3 BBQs to attend.ahh...... One is CT, another OG and biz club.for biz club, dunno whether i shld go a nt coz nd to go watch wan su perform.hahahha.maybe ask my daughter n her brother go since i m now single.no other close person to ask to acc mi.so bored..... these days.*cough* oops.hahhahaha.so busy too this wk.ahh...... i now broke.yet to buy for adeline her storybooks.n then i owe 2 person money. n my dear sis's b'dae is cuming n i feel pai seh not buying present of rher. n then still hav 2 save up to buy for my daughter's b'dae present.then, its goin b my ex bdae.dunno whether shld i buy for her. buy is one question. how to give it to her is another.*cough*hahahha.gonna rest now.bye guys.oh ya.Thx buddies for comforting mi. U r the best!!!!!!!!!!

2005-02-21T19:07:00.000+08:00

*ah choo* ahahhha.yesterday was cough.todae is cold.hahahaha.dunno wat happen also.so tired.hai....n then still gt e photo essay to do.ahhh.......so many thinsg to do when O lvls r going to come out.juz hope can get a 10 or even better 9.hahahha.juz hoipe my dreams will cum true.hai....

2005-02-20T21:02:00.000+08:00

*cough* not feeling quite well todae.dunno y suddenly hav sore throat n cough.*cough*hmm... but tml PE still hav 2 do coz 'pon' PE le last wk coz of movie.cant let Mr. Loke b disappointed.hahahah.*cough*think i nd cough drops. but juz hpe it b ok tml.dun wan 2 b coughing all e way.later ppl tot i gt TB.hahahaha.hmm...Playing bball juz nw.some ppl nt happy coz of an accident n then wan 2 sortr of fight wif my fren.the injured paty was like saying nvm n they were like trying to stir up trouble.alamk.childish ppl.hai...nowadays, kids r....dun wish to sae that coz i been thru it.hahahah.e pot calling the kettle black.hahahhaha.miss my 2 gd buddies,Wan Su n Prilala.hahahahha.so long nv tok 2 them le.so sad.... I MISS THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-02-19T19:46:00.000+08:00

ahhh..... todae parents' meeting. i so scared that my teachers will sae sth out.hahahaha.but luckily, they sae all the gd stuff.hahahah.yesterday went online saw my fren,valerie frm CHIJ Toa Payoh online.hahahahah.so happy. coz nv tok to her for a veri veri long time.broke contact wif her b4 O levels. Know from her that she went japan during the hols.joked wif her y she didnt buy present for mi.hahahahah.so funny and fun.yesterday was raining at my house too.its was like playing bball n it started raining.hahahaha.then saw my daughter,alison running home.hahhaha.so funny.then everybody was like saying mi.lol!! there's nth between us and they r like sayign as if there is sth between us.hahahaha.hai..... dun wish to sae these kind of things.these days r so lonely.n knew from jia ying that todae gt sentosa outing.hahhahaha.dun feel like going too coz promise my frens i goin to play bball wif them.yep!hahahah.its been so long since i wrote so long.hahahah.besides its like so bored these days.n i m like getting a max of 2 smses everyday.nt used to it. but cant blame it.have to adapt or else i b suffering.hmm...I love playing Rise Of nations.so fun..... guess i m gettin quite mad these days.laughing as if nobody's business.hahahahha.luckily nt listed as disruptive in my class.hahahha.or else i b kanna 'dead meat'.hahahahha.joking.hahhahaha.hmm...now waiting for dinner.so bored.......... guess some of my frens also going watch Chingay procession.hahahha.Not interested now to a certain extent.planning to go out tml but nobody to go out wif.so bored.......

2005-02-19T10:17:00.000+08:00

Yipee!!!!!!!! my com is up again.hahahha.O lvls results goin cum out liao. i feeling so scared.dunno if i8 can get my dream score.hai... nvm.hahahha.on 17 feb.a familiar day but nvm.the whole J1 students went to escape theme park for lessons.hahhahaha.had so much fun though i refused to elaborate on that.hahahhaha.gtg.bye guys............

2005-02-06T08:37:00.000+08:00

Finally!!!!! my watch is repaired.yipee!!!! felt so crippled these days without my watch. but one bad pt, i have 2 tan my self after wearing for a few days.hahaha.hmm... ym CT rox!!!! Now, we have a clan, e fugu clan.so fun n funny coz e names given r so funny.hahahhaha.n my OG rox too.hahaha.they wan 2 watch a nite show.hm...should i go?????hahahha.besides,there's nth for mi to do in e afternn.so, i think i m nt going.hahahhaa.now, i feel that i can understand something le.e past is e past.if i try to revisit it, i will suffer even more.so, i think watever i hav planned,i m goin to scrap it. no pt,it doesnt make a person cum back.if she promise to take care of herself, i m happy alreadi.
yeah!!!!! Chinese New Year is coming.hahahha.i have cum up with a list of ppl hse to go bai nian.hhahahah.my OGL hse, louise.hahhahaha.then, my daughter hse.hahahhaha.tink i nv did sth so crazy b4.e rest r in consideration.hahahaha.n e hy n chem test on fridae, i confirmed fail le.ahhahahah.but i m still smiling after that.hahhahaha.dunno y.hhaahhaha.hmm....cant go out durin CNY eve.hai...so in e end, i think i m goin set my own record.toking for 5 hrs to my fren.hahhahaa.frm 8pm on CNY eve.so,if anybody msg mi n i dun reply, sorri hor.u noe i m toking.likely time i will reply back may b 1am.haahhahaaa.i b goin back to m'sia nw also.but nvm.i m nw waitin for 13 feb.hahahhaha. I WAN TO GO OUT ON THAT DAY!!!!!!hahhahaha.coz i m going 2 surprise someone.hahahhhaa.gtg.see ya guys.bye.......

2005-02-02T16:50:00.000+08:00

Dreaming all alone,
e fear has turned to truth.
but is there evne a chance,
i really cant sae anything.
all i pray n wish,
is u listen to watever i hav told u b4.
pls listen.....
i dun wan anybody to hurt u again.
i failed to be e last,
even when i aspire n wan 2 b e last.
why is it so???????
even ans can go unans
but e truth will never change.
when i sae it,
i mean it.
nobody can change it,
nt even u,
nt even God,
nt even e devils
n
nt even mi.
truths r truths,
i cant escape from them.
but i juz hope
e truth will stay forever in ur heart

2005-01-31T18:08:00.000+08:00

hmm..... so lyke nth to do so far. stil hav to prep 4 tml maths test. like dun understandad anything like that. CT getting better n better n OG is like getting more n more fun.eg. song guang. hahah. our OG formed a jie mei n Brothers club. hahahha.song guang n i r e jie mei. then jin wen n zhi huang r e brothers.hahahhaa.
todae was bad luck for mi. think my foot also dunno wat prob le.leg pain. cant walk properly.alamk.hmm...CNY coming liao le. dunno wat to do after that but plan to surprise my daughter. n surprise someone else.dunno if i hav e chance to surprise.bye guys. my leg is healing.hahahahahah

2005-01-27T17:42:00.000+08:00

to all my friends, this doesnt concern you,so juz skip it.

Tonite, same time, same place.
i have to solve this tonite.

2005-01-23T10:56:00.000+08:00

todae is goin to be so busy.havent do this,havent do that.alamak!!!!!!!! hahahha.friday ws my OG outing.in a certain way it was wasted,in anther way it was nt.hahahaha.we wet to pasir ris beach there.louise wan to ride bicycle. but in e end, we went there,played frisbee.but played for like sae onli 5 minuted.hahahah.then saw a bride n a grrom there.took picts wif them.so fun!!!!!!!!hahahaha.nxt, we duno wat to do n went to White Sands hav our lunch.i was like no money.alamak.wat to do.but then had dessert n prawn noodle.n our OGl,Zhi Huang treat us ice cream.hahahaha.we tried to take advt of e situation bt still didnt get our ice cream.nxt, we went to Suntec to watch Elektra.quite an ok show to mi.then sth else was happenin too.shall nt tell coz i promise nt to tell indirectly.nxt, we went to Cafe Cartel for dinner.so fun.we tok n eat at e same time n song guang was like a trash bin,eating all e food e gals doesnt wan 2 eat.then we chat there til bout 8 plus,i went off.dunno wat they tok too.alamak.still gt TUTORIALS!!!!!!!!

2005-01-20T18:39:00.000+08:00

hai... todae was supposed to be happy for mi but guess wat.i went into her blog n saw the whole para dedicated to her grp.n.......nvm.....let mi suffer in silence.a job which i wan 2 do so much,u let him do. so willingly.hai..... :'(
go n tok 2 him all u wan.i wun care anymore.y muz u do this to mi? y?y?y? if he's is better than mi.i concede defeat.i let him hav u since u will feel even better.i worry n wats e use.i still lost.all e while i suffer in silence.think he will send u a valentine gift too.so y shld i send one 2 u then.no wonder,ur attitiude towards mi juz change.change from close to distant.mayb my job is done here.i love her wif all y heart n i juz got this back.hai.... sobbong,weeping

2005-01-16T11:05:00.000+08:00

a simple act of concern,
turns out to be wrong.
am i wrong to care?
or am i gonna juz dun care.
all e msgs i send,
r all gone unreplied.
wat am i supposed to do,
n evrything is all gone.
i m in a dilemma,
n wat u r doing is nt helping mi.
since u wan 2 do wat u liked,
i shant care anymore.
u may think i m disturbing u,
but i suffered in silence.
since u dun even wan mi to call,
i will not call at all.

2005-01-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

ahhhh........ so paiseh, went for badminton trials n kanna kicked outsame together wif wei qi. hahahah. but zhao han got in so nt that bad. At least peirce gt ppl go.hahahaha.alamak.tmk got maths agin.gottne 2 study all my maths stuff. hahahaa. tml goin for pugulistic society. noe i spell wrong but nvm. gtg. bye guys..... n met my sista in nyjc.hahaha.n her fren ask mi whether she pretty.guess wats my ans.NO comments.hahahahah.

2005-01-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

hai... earlier part of e day was okay for mi. told e teacher mr mark lim to put my name in for CLO. so one prob solved. then its was rainin, cant play bball again. but its ok, nobody went down too.Hmm... tml goin for e badminton trials. juz hope i get in coz i tink better than pugilistic society. still hav 2 learn wushu.alamak. 2nd part of e day was atrocious.non of my frens fault. but arguing wif mum again. canbt tolerate n cant take it. bye guys.i m funing wif anger..........

2005-01-08T19:44:00.000+08:00

hiya everybody. alamk. my subject combi i made a big big mistake. I didnt choose CLO. thats e worst part. I was so panicky when i found out. sent an e-mail to nyjc and plan to see my CT tutor to add CLO into my subject combi.i am so careless.ahhhhhhhh........ but i same class as xue ying so not that bad after all. hmm....orientation was so fun.... disco nite was the best. dance like nv before. whoaa!!!!!!!!!! fone my fren n receive a reply askin whether i noe how to dance. hahahah. so funny. now, all i hope is that i can add CLO into my subject combi. if not, i will b a miserable guy. see ya. bye. n rmb to sMiLe. :)

2004-12-31T19:46:00.000+08:00

hmm... todae, act plan to go out. but cant go otu. so, stayed at home playign rise of nations. so fun... then in the aftnn, went down play bball. seem like my skills r all diminishing. dunno wat to do. hmm...then suddenly, shot in 5 shots. cool!!!! 4 someone hu didnt play 4 quite a while. hahaha. then it rained. hmm... my friend sista came down n we chat 4 a while then went up home when my dad called. hmm... seem so bored but its e last day of 2004. nxt yr will b a better yr but i dun wan 2 go 2 schhhhhhhhh....................

2004-12-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

ho! h! ho! merry xmas. hai... todae went out wif her.then went 2 find zhier n doreen at taka. hahaha.had a fine time till i heard her schedule. hai... it seems that everyday she is busy. hai...when will b my turn again. no one noes. dun wish 2 dwell on it anymore. hey guys. merry xmas n may all ur dreams cum true. ho! ho! ho!

2004-12-09T19:38:00.000+08:00

hmm.... so loong nv update my blog. so tired now coz jus played bball. hmm.... quite fun n quite noisy coz my friends all makg fun. hahahah. yawn.... dun feel like tokg too. coz later need 2 go uncle's hse n visit. thas all. bye guys

2004-10-25T13:44:00.000+08:00

as i looked at e newspaper, i saw the large words, Man U end Arsenal's run at 49. Yo hoo. finally, Mna U has taken their revenge when they lost to Arsenal for the Community Shield. 2-0. Thats quite a gd score. hai.... But the score would b 3-0 but Lensman(did i spell correctly?)saved the ball. pity Man U hu shld trashed Arsenal 4-0. Hmm..... that would have placed it the best match. hahhahah. Man U won. 4th match won but nvm. It is the bets of the best.49, hmm..... Way to go, Man U. Hope I can stop e pros' runs at the O levels and make myself the top student. hahaha. dunno if I can do it. Hmm.... Must try to have a single digit score. hahahah. Let's make the impossible possible. Hmmm...... Chem must get a A1. same for physics. Now studying hard for my physics. A.maths too. Get A1 and i be veri happy cos that will make mi have 4 A1s and mayb 1 A2.The english must try to get A2. then single-digit is posssible. yeah..... three cheers to Man U. May u win the Leauge and Champions League.

2004-10-24T11:34:00.000+08:00

hai.....cant us ee com liao cos O lvls coming le. tue is phy pract and its like i m scared i do wrongly for light. hope light dun come out. hai.....

2004-10-19T11:01:00.000+08:00

seems like i have to get angry agin. i dunno who's the teacher hu say we receive a stupid letter bout our pract when we didnt even receive one. then now, my mum is like calling the whole damn sch. she chooses not to believe then dun believe. i m not going 2 giv a damn now. then she will sae i m starting my whole nonsense. i dun even noe hu is the one hu started it. wat's more. wan 2 bargain wif e sch as though this is not my life. arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-12T11:40:00.000+08:00

look, look, look. all u like is look. dunno anything still wan 2 say so much. i sms , is it ur problem. not happy then dun buy mi one. i buy one myself since it is a sore eye to u. ppl have the freedom to use the com but mi. do anything also wan to look. what's ur problem?????? evrytime, when i wan 2 go out, u will say. the teachers if they see u, they will surely say, aiyoh, this syudent, exam coming still wan 2 go out. u like to say so much then say lah. wats the point of saying. u claim u r reasonable but everythime u claim u r right. is that reasoning? so wats the point of saying? u like to say ppl, all their faults but when ppl say its wrong, u insist its right, saying u have experience in life. but in this 21st century, will it help? u say i feel inferior bcos of ppl but havent u ask urself. hu is the person who say if i dun do well, the most go poly or go malaysia study. nth gd comes out form ur mouth. still saying u r not looking down on mi. now, u r saying i m starting my nonsense. all u like to hear is ppl toking. onli these u listen.u like to listen to the media. listen to all the crappy stuff bout bad things n give lots of tok bout that. i had enuf.evrything also wan 2 ask. n wats more, when ther's show depicting love, u will jus swithch the channels. where's my freedom of watching tv. u think wat, i m a kid. whats the use of telling u? tell u n u give all those stupid reasons. when there's ppl at the bus stop, u think its my friend n its a gal n is my gf. is it crazy!!!!!!!!!!! if ther's a thousand gals there sitting n surely u will assume its my gfs. i look out of the window n u always assume that's my friend, to be exact my gf. i have told u a thousand, million times that i have no gf. u dun wan 2 listen, i cant do anything n always u will start ur pep tok. look n look. third time in an hour. i am getting sick n tired of all these. nonsemse, hu the person toking it.

2004-10-10T11:56:00.000+08:00

maybe i was jus wrong to ask u online. wat's the use anyway. u kept writing ur blog. i understand u have 2 do this by today but cant u spare a thought for my feelings. nvm. wat's the use of saying all these. u have 2 update ur blog. but u can always talk to mi any time in sch rite. ya, it seems sensilble n feasible jus to do that rite. hai.... n thinkg back, i think of course i shld noe all that stuff. i didnt pay attention. the idol craze is here, rite? i cant blame u. if anyone is to blame, it shld b mi. mayb i think u have lots of fun yesterday. nvm. its gd for u, rite. i m stayed here for about an hour, jus to hear u saying u r writing ur bloggggg. if that is so, then i wun disturb u for the rst of the time i m online. u have 2 finish it. rite? n in sch, u have 2 tok 2 e others, rite? ya. so i wun b wif u anymore. i will jus stick to myself while u jus tok bout idol wif the rest. ppl may think i m watevr, jus let it be. 1 hr, all wasted.

2004-10-09T11:16:00.000+08:00

an empty heart,
with no use anymore.
is it worth,
throwing it away.
but no matter how,
i jus know something.
i have lost,
lost my right,
to know where u jus r going.
never did i know,
u jus wun tell.
what can i do?
what should i do?
just sit here silently
n suffer it here.
nothing u say,
can place my heart in peace.
hai..........

2004-10-01T13:03:00.000+08:00

hai.......
read her blog. feeling quite happy for her but when i saw ur nick. I was quite shocked. so it seems that u wan more rite? hai...... wats the use of saying all now. study hard for ur O lvls already. u wan 2 settle for more but how bout the effosrt u put in. I noe u r pretty sad over these but y dun u jus tink it as a wake up call. hai.... whatever i say has no use already. Who am i to advise u. rite???? u said u didnt study. I dun believe u n it as simple as that. Bye guys. gonna eat b4 i come to schhhhh........... hai..... y cant phy be at 9. flexibility is what all of u must have. hai...... wats the use. phy still at 2.

2004-09-27T19:51:00.000+08:00

you wan mi to be in that sch. u sure? hai...... y cant u see what m i feeling inside now? i m confused. I dunno wat to do and u just giv mi that ans. hai..... anyway, enjoy ur slp. cos i just cant slp. no one will noe if i m slping or awake. just dun point out any panda eyes. that sall. bye guys.............. see u in the school u all expect mi to be.

a long long time has passed and i havent heard any news of you. where have you been? just where are u? can u just come out just once to let mi explain. I noe u r still here, waiting, seeing whether i will be there. But i cant. I just cannot be there. I just can't tell u the reason. I have something else to do. Can u spare mi? can u just go n find another ....... I cant be **** ***. U noe it urself. PLs.......... come back n let mi explain.

2004-09-26T15:43:00.003+08:00

it really seems just like any other day but its not. I miss u. How bout u? hai......

2004-09-26T15:43:00.002+08:00

it really seems just like any other day but its not. I miss u. How bout u? hai......

2004-09-26T15:43:00.001+08:00

it really seems just like any other day but its not. I miss u. How bout u? hai......

2004-09-26T15:43:00.000+08:00

it really seems just like any other day but its not. I miss u. How bout u? hai......

2004-09-24T19:31:00.000+08:00

yeah!!!!!!!!!! finally!!!! I got a A2 for a maths but one short of A1. sob...... but nvm. if got moderation, then i will get my A1. so happy. 1st time did so well for a maths. yohoo...... can tell my tuition teacher le. hahahahha. xue ying and I was like we need one mark to get A1. hai.... But xinru got her A1 cos mr cheng nv mark one question for her. happy for her. hahahahah. So happy. and when r u coming back to listen to my explanation. hai..... wish u gd nite in the place u r.

Day of Dawn

2004-09-23T19:34:00.000+08:00

It seems to mi that nothing is eternalised in this world. hai....... y? y must you go out of this country when i havent had the chance to let you understand what i have done. y? Its not that i didnt wan to but its totally impossib;e for us to be together. hai...... y have u left the country so fast. y didnt u tell mi u were going so that i had a chance to tell u my resons for all these. I m sorry. hai..... what is the use of saying this. u r gone and i dun even have a chance to explain it to u. hai..... Y cant u give mi a chance to explain. I dun wan u to b sad, do u noe that. U r such a gd friend to mi n i dun wan 2 hurt u. but u wanted to noe the reason, so i had to tell u but never did i thought u would understand. y? Hai......
All I could pray is that u will see my blog one day and read this. maybe u will come back to singapore. Pls, help mi........

2004-09-09T16:58:00.000+08:00

Hai....... talk,talk,talk. alamak. everytime the same thing. Ask mi conc then still talk so much. say wat must conc when studying. How to conc when u r blaring nonsense things in my brain. I am her R HISTORY. UNDERSTAND???????????????????

2004-09-05T13:19:00.000+08:00

Everything is like a journey,
everyday is an event.
Nothing can be said to be eternity,
unless you made it be.
No one is immortal,
just as nothing will last long.
There are many people around,
but one will always stand by you.
Cherish the people in your lives,
don't wait till they disappear.
People are difficult to come in your lives,
but are quick to get out of your lives.
If you have a choice to reverse the time,
Who will you choose to be with?
People say everything is destined,
but I think everything is not.
The path of your life is for you to choose,
not to let others control it.
Live each day with a happy face,
cause only then you will leave with a trace.
Never try to hide all your problems,
cause only one will know it.
It's not only you who knows it,
but someone who cherish you more than before.
Never step into a relationship thinking all will be fine,
cause it takes two hands to clap.
A journey will never end,
until you want it to end.
Enjoy every moment you have,
lest you will regret it someday.
When you are sad,
don't remain sad.
Because somewhere, somehow,
there will be someone waiting for you.

2004-09-02T18:02:00.000+08:00

The Gods are high up in the skies,
but the people are on the Earth suffering.
But with an inch of courage,
Only will you go it through.
No one is at fault,
unless you proved it to be.
Help those you hate,
and your enemies will be your friends.
Learn to take a step at a time,
or you will plung yourself into a hole
no one is perfect,
and it cannot be deniable.
No force can deter the wind,
except your strong soul.
Never throw your cards,
lest you need them again.
Finally,
Never hurt a girl,
or people will say it's her fault.