Midnight saviour
I am a student. Sometimes unhappy about the way the world is run. But can't do anything about it cause the world is created as unequal.
His favourite quote, " Hero of the Gods, Love of the mortals, Rebel of the underworld "
" El héroe de los Dios, el Amor de los mortales, el Rebelde del hampa "
Sunday, July 15, 2007
[5:50 PM]
hmm...todae is sunday..nth special happened though yesterday happened quite a no of things...well,yesterday's a day where i kinda had mixed feelings, a feeling of happiness and sadness and it all boils dwn to certain people...sometimes,little things that one has done for another always gone unnoticed and when the person actually questioned the startin, all u gt to say is i didnt even started...even if one feels that it is an reasonable answer,it seems the contrary...i was given the ans of i didnt know u started.......yea...nt gonna sae the rest.of course, inorder to avoid some idiotic embarrassment, i said sth which the particular person would hav tot i wasn't tryin and oh well, it wasn't necessary to waste time...i am basically one hu dunno hw 2 use words in affairs of e heart...lots of times,i said things i didnt mean to coz the meaning interpreted by others is always different....well, if i didnt try to *** u,i wouldn't have blasted my smses tryin to get u to go out, i wouldn't have tried going out wif u at e slightest opportunity and stayin up late until u sleep...it seems rather idiotic 4 mi...smsin u in camp, bein happy when u reply back and of course hoping that u actually come for my POP...idiotic of mi....askin u out is almost 100% failure coz of ur projects deadlines n u will be tired n all that.i still tried but guess it wasn't meant to be...i dun blame u bt i m starting to become a bit mentally tired...my training,my efforts when all added into one day, i feel lethargic,tired and dunno wad 2 do...i tried to drift bt cant find e reason y and in e end,it all ended in ur mouth, the words u said...well,after that i felt nothing coz it all ended.mayb i will be happier but the happiness i felt aft that was all short term...korean food wif my best fren,basketball till 12am were both the things that distracted mi from this *********. feeling tired, i slept and of course strange things do happen...i dreamt of you...why you??i dunno and maybe its time for me just to pen this dwn n forget that this yr, i tried bt ended up sayin i didnt n gettin a dead end
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